Number 60: A Sincere Thank You

• As I write this, I have to be frank, I am filled with emotion. It drizzles in a melancholic pattern and soaked every last parallel motion in my brain.

• I remember, it was the end of 2008, and one of my friends told me, that I have been experiencing a difficult year and that 2009 would probably be the year that everything changes, but he was wrong, its August, and I think I am still in a drab, but with a lot of positives out of it of course.

• This 8 months has changed me, dramatically, a lot of things happened, and I'd always thought that in spite of all that had happened, it made me stronger.

• Tidak akan aku dusta semua yang telah termaktub jadi adalah salah aku jua, bahkan ini balasan aku kira adil kerna aku sering kali lupa segala bala, maka diketukNya dengan suatu pinta balasan yang menyedarkan. Alhamdulillah.

• Today, I realized that all that new year resolutions, all the promises that would end up unfulfilled , is a bunch of hokum, only if when discipline marries with a stringent coordination of life will someone be able to achieve such level of change.

• Today, I agnized that Ramadhan is around the corner, this is everyone's chance, for a change, for betterment towards Him.

• The change that you guys talk and boast about of accomplishing said when time comes, but truth be told deep inside of you, you know that time, seems a bridge too far.

• According to Islam, this is the month, of change, for those whom fed themselves with tainted false epitome that they will change when they grow old, needs to wake up and see the world for what it is, that if they were to start, even with a small change, Ramadhan represents the best platform for them.

• Obviously there is no rush for such impending change, and there's no pressure to exert, change has to come from within oneself. All must be with a subdued heart filled with sincerity.

• My friends, I am again reminding myself and all of you, with Ramadhan just in our sights, we should be able to grasp the concept that we are indeed living on borrowed time.

• Janganlah sampai badan hampir kaku, baru mahu mengaji agama nahu, baru hendak insaf berlagu, bercerai dari maksiat semahu-mahu.

• All that aside, I would like to thank all my friends for your astounding support that has carried my all throughout my difficult times. Hanya Allah sahaja dapat membalas semula segala jasa semua yang telah penat lelah, keluh kesah dan tidak putus panji doa kepada saya, Terima Kasih tidak terhingga.

• Berkat doa-doa kamu jadinya punca saya terbang Selasa ini, saya pinta teruskan berdoa agar saya menjadi seorang yang baik,taat segala titah perintahNya dan dapat mencapai segala macam kejayaan berpaksikan cita-cita dunia dan akhirat.