Elegy : Vicarious Chance

Tailored to perfection,
A progress insight,
Empowered to fruition,
My state of mind.

Impulsion complexion,
Visionary cushion,
The revelation,
Blown out of proportion.

Under scrutiny,
Life should'nt be,
Mistakes we make,
Turned us into greats.

Quote

"But all I realize is that, the is no backspace in life, all you can do is delete/recycle your memories."

-AhmadN

Quote

"In life, sometimes you make difficult choices, one would fail to understand the choices you make unless they could see the better side of it"



-AhmadN

Epilog: New Template

well i decided to change the template, i was thinking like the old one was a bit dull...this one is totally simple and stylish...

Epilog : Grand Unification of Cutlery Theory

Elegy : Tersujud Akur

Tersenyum simpul hatiku menari,
Otakku kemuncak dipukul illusi,
Dibuahkan realiti dari mimpi,
Takkan kulupa hadiah Ilahi.

Sujud syukur wajib diberi,
KepadaNya yang menjaga diri,
HambaMu rasa kerdil sekali,
Pemberian ini sangat bererti.

Setelah lama dilimpah misteri,
Kini karierku berhajat kembali,
Inilah al-kisah gelora pertiwi,
Terima kasiih kepada yang berdoa sekali lagi.

-AhmadN

(23/6,today my career is back on track, thanks for all the prayers, alhamdulillah!)

Epilog : Sengat Bisa Ikan Semilang

Accidents happen, and this is one accident would go down as one of the worst in my history books.

Yesterday, my buddy and I decided to leisure fishing in Teluk Tempoyak.
But after an hour of fishing, my rod finally caught something, twas a nice "ikan semilang"
I was so happy but I let my guard down, jadi aku pun disengatlah di kaki.
Jadi tak sempatlah nak bergambar, but as soon as kena saja, memang tertiarap atas jeti tu, the pain, was unbearable. Stinging intensly and radiating up my body discreetly.

Doctors had confirmed I'll be out for at least a week or two, and that frustrates me greatly, but I am thankful, it could've been worse, but I am now in serious pain.

Btw, a chinese uncle told me to get some "kacang panjang", tumbuk and letak all over my wounds, way to to traditional medicine style!!
I'll be trying that tommorow.

In the meantime dear friends,please pray for a speedy recovery so that I could walk properly again, haih.

See its 3.50am and I cant get to sleep, the pain is keeping me awake all this time. arghh

This is what the fish looks like




On the way to the hospital


I got a cocktail of Tramadol(2 doses,damn), Piriton and Hydrocort.

Normal Saline to help the drugs travel faster in my bloodstream.



Thanks again buddy, I dont know what I'd do if you werent there, adoi sakitnyaa. thanks nyak!!

A Final Glimmer Of Hope

I'd like to wish to all of you who are having their upcoming exams, a much needed good luck and all the best, may this fight, open a door to another wondrous journey..

Ma'a taufiq wannajah fil imtihan
(esp to CUCMS Students with their PRO XM& UIA students with their finals!!)

As for me?...I am having my own exam this Monday. I apologize to everybody beforehand and I hope that you guys would pray that I would be at ease in a months time.


As Horatio Caine, in one of his CSI episodes said infamously "...A Fight To The Death..."

all's well amidst the nerve wrenching calm before the total destructive storm.

Elegy : Paranoia Dusta

Pahit Manis,
Hidup Girang,
Silau Kota,
Tiada Bayang.

Suam Kuku,
Pecah Sunyi,
Gelombang Seloka,
Paranoia Dusta.

Kurang Petunjuk,
Sesatlah Jalan,
Lemas Langsung,
Nyawa Tersabung.

Senyum Sinis,
Cuaca Rintis,
Mencakar Gunung,
Ku Daki Habis.

Sakit Jerih,
Tahan Belaka,
Gelombang Seloka,
Paranoia Dusta.

-AhmadN

Epilog : Ucaptama Pertama

It's Monday morning, and I was working on something, I was rearranging my documents, my life achievements, certs and what have you.

*Ring..Ring*

Unknown Caller : Assalamualaikum, Selamat Pagi, Encik Naeem.

AhmadN : Wa'alaykumusalam, Ya saya, Slamat Pagi..

Unknown : Wah, kamu suara pun dah tegas semacam sekarang ya, lama tak dengar khabar, sehat?

AhmadN : Aik, ni sapa dia ni? Sehat alhamdulillah...

Unknown: La, saya pun kamu tak kenal, ni Cik Usop, Bekas Ketua Jurulatih Kamu!!

AhmadN : Ya Rabbi, Cik Usop!!..Apa Khabaq, mintak maap, Hp saya ilang aritu, number cikgu dengan jurulatih2 lein smua dah hilang... Cikgu sehat?

Unknown: Alhamdulillah, boleh lagi gagah, ha ni ha, macam biasa la, kem dah nak mula, jadi
Cikgu nak la jemput Naeem macam tahun2 lepas, beri sepatah dua kata2 hikmat....

AhmadN: Eh, Cikgu, saya rasa besaq hati sangat dah ni, tapi tak boleh janji la cikgu, saya pun inshaAllah ada program2 saya, tapi kalau takdak apa2 inshaAllah saya turun Baling. Tahun2 lepas, haha, cikgu saya baru ja turun dua kali. Saya cuba cikgu kalau ada kelapangan.

Cik Usop: Macam tu kalau bagus, saya dah jemput beberapa lagi bekas2 peserta, harap kamu boleh turun la nanti ya, ok jaga diri baek2, jgn lupa pesan Cikgu,Semua untuk Agama dan Negara.... Assalamualaikum..

*i cant produce everything we talked about, btw he asked me to be properly dressed next time, lol*

Alhamdulillah, I was again asked to do this for the 3rd time running.

Aku tak punya bakat untuk berbicara di hadapan ramai umat, tapi kerna ketidakmampuan itulah aku lagi membakar diri untuk bersemuka dengan para muda mudi(ceh mcm tua sgt) supaya aku boleh sampaikan apa yang ingin/ patut disampaikan.

Beberapa tahun lepas ketika aku buat lawatan mengejut ke Kem Rekreasi Belia Baling, beberapa bulan setelah aku tamat latihan, sahaja untuk ketemu jurulatih2 di sana.

Selesai makan tengah hari bersama para jurulatih serta solat zuhur, maka aku pun terasa ingin melangkah pulang, tiba2 disapa Ketua Jurulatih supaya aku memberi sepatah dua kata.

Aku membantah, dek kerna aku ketandusan idea dan juga berpakaian agak selekeh dan juga secara tiba2 "stage fright" mengambil alih.

Cik Usop berkeras, aku pun setuju.

Aku nahu spontan itu bagus tetapi mesti tuntas akan isi2 yang ingin diperkatakan.


Jadi apa yang aku garapkan dalam ucaptama aku adalah pentingnya sifat juang dalam diri muda mudi hari ini. Bagaimana sikap kemajmukan dapat membuahkan hasil yang lumayan bukan sahaja dari segi ekonomi bahkan dari segi jangka masa panjang dapat membina keutuhan masyarakat dan menghakis sama sekali sikap autonomi sesetengah kaum dan sebagainya.



Aku juga menjelaskan betapa ilmu menjadi sesuatu alat penentu yang bakal memacu masa depan muda mudi, dan walau apa sekali pun "outcome" SPM mereka, saya tegaskan agar mereka menyambung walau sekadar sijil sekalipun.



Tidak juga saya lupa berkongsi beberapa pengalaman2 lucu selama mana saya berada di Kem tersebut tahun lepas. Saya juga menekankan bahawasanya ketegasan dan displin yang dipraktikkan di kem adalah untuk kebaikan bersama, bagaimana ianya telah menjadikan saya seorang yang lebih matang dan sering berpikiran positif.

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Kali ini rasa2nya tidak dapat untuk bersama2 memeriahkan majlis, inshaAllah saya akan sedaya upaya mengosongkan apa sahaja petak kalendar masa yang tampak kurang sibuk.

p/s: thanks once more for the award, Alhamdulillah, I accept it with my humble heart. For all of you have taught me more than I could ever imagine, National Service changed me, dramatically.

DELTA RULESSSSSS!!!! KUMPULAN TERBAIK..!!